I have a confession. I’m 38 years old, I’ve been a wife for almost 12 years, a mother for almost 10 years, I’m supposed to be a grown woman, and I can’t do my own makeup . It’s really sad to me, because how can I be an adult and not be able to dress my face up? I’d love to be able to go to dinner with a light beat, lol. I pay to get my face done for everything!! I don’t mind because I always love the results, but it would be nice to not have to spend to look nicer. I’ve tried to watch YouTube tutorials but I don’t have the patience. I’ve tried to practice but I usually just end up looking dumb. If I could do these looks on my own (look down), I’d not only save myself a lot of money, but I’d feel like less of a kid when I do go out for the times that I don’t hire an MUA. I know I don’t have all of the necessities. I need to throw out what I have and just buy all new everything. Time to start from scratch, but I need help! I need to grow up! Can someone just invent a soft beat, inexpensive, reusable mask for me? Please and thank you!